Saturday, January 5, 2013
Remembering the most creative person in history
Recently, I've been trying to view the my life, the world, God and relationships through the lens of creativity and the creative process-- that's really what this blog is about. And over the past few weeks, given the holiday season, it has struck me that every year many of us celebrate, what I would consider, one of the most creative moments in our history.
You see there's a problem with this world and our lives. We sense this problem at one level or another--deep down, we have a hunger for the transcendent. We have a longing for eternal things. We were created in the image of God and ultimately, we have a desire to know and be known by Him. But stuff just seems to get in the way. We get in the way. There seems to be a chasm between us, people tied up by our own selfishness, fear, excuses and brokenness, and this God, who is by definition loving and perfect. Even when altruistic activities appear in our lives, self-glorifying motivations always seem to be at the core of them. We are hostage to our depravity. We're stuck and without hope to find freedom no matter what we seem to try.
But God had a rescue mission for us.
And the sheer brilliance and elegance of this plan is breathtaking and awe-inspiring.
I'm talking about the moment many of us celebrate every December. When God came to us in a form that we could understand and relate with, came to us as a fellow human being, fully man and fully God (and no, I don't know how that works either) in the person of Jesus of Nazareth over 2000 years ago.
This Jesus lived a perfect life, loved extravagantly, and taught with wisdom and authority that had been unknown at the time and ever since. This Jesus healed the sick, forgave broken people of their faults, set people free from spiritual oppression and stilled the wind and chaotic waters at a single command.
This Jesus was a king. Many around him recognized that and wanted to crown him and let his fame and power rise within the earthly systems of the time. But, it turned out this Jesus was the best kind of king, the kind that would do anything to serve his people, even to the point of death. And that was the path he chose instead.
And God showed his love for us that while we were still broken and sinful people, he died for us.
And this Jesus was put to death as an innocent man. As he was dying, he showed the absolute loving character of God and the desire to draw everyone to himself once more by asking this of God his Father: "Forgive them, for they do not know what they do."
This was and is the ultimate example of purest love.
But the story doesn't end there...
This is also the Jesus that could not be held down by the grave. This is the Jesus who rose from dead as evidenced by an empty tomb and an impressive number of verifiable eyewitnesses and accounts. This is the Jesus that commissioned his followers to spread the news of his love and speak life into this hurting world. This is the Jesus that will come again to make all things right and bring the kingdom of heaven fully to earth.
This is Jesus: the king, the savior, the one whom I trust with my life. This is Jesus who I am dearest friends with, who will never leave me and in whom I put my hope.
If creative gifts are for the purpose of revealing truth, celebrating life and serving and loving others, which I believe them to be, who could we point to as a more creative person than this Jesus?
Friends, is this the Jesus you know?
Much love and many blessings this new year.
-Michael
Monday, December 10, 2012
Defining Success
I've had some ideas floating around my head for the past few months. These ideas have come from several independent places but have stuck together accumulating in the same part of my brain. I think it's time to finally put these thoughts down coherently (hopefully) as a post.
The ideas all center around how we define success as artists and creators.
Before getting to those thoughts, I feel like I should set a context for the "standard" notions of success that we have as Americans. Living in a country that prides itself with the opportunity for all to live the "American Dream" (however you believe that to be actually true or not), we have very ingrained ideas about what success is, how we should define it and what it takes to go after it.
This idea of success often includes attaining goals such as getting a higher education (often for the purpose of getting a better-paying job), moving up to the middle class, having an adequate retirement fund, providing well for our families, having a nice car and the newest gadgets, etc.
There isn't anything wrong with those particular goals, but it does concern me that the primary drivers of those goals are wealth, status and security. I'm not throwing these out, but merely suggesting that we should think about questioning our culture's definition of success and see if it really lines up with our deepest priorities, or even more importantly, the priorities that God seems to favor in the life of his people.
My first cliche about success
The first cliche I can remember concerning success was a slogan provided by my high school principal: "Success is a journey not a destination". Normally, I tune out after hearing something trite like that, but for whatever reason, it has stuck. So let's take a moment a dig a bit into that statement. Does that mean the destination is not important? That can't be right, or else what's the point of the journey? Is this jargon based on a view of the world that says that there's nothing objectively good or worthy to strive towards. Knowing the man that said it, I doubt that was the original intention, so perhaps there is more meaning to tease out here.
Say again?
What do you think?
How would I define "successful creation" and "positive activity" in this context? Well, that feels like another entry of its own to be posted soon, so stay tuned for that. .
My new definition of success as an artist
But how does that work in our lives as creators? Nashville guy says that for those artists, the ones who slog it out, do the really hard work, build a fan base a person at a time and a show at a time, and who get a little further each year, something happens in them. They have time to become excellent at their craft. They have the opportunity to fail early and often in the beginning because there's not huge pressures involved. They begin to appreciate every new fan, because each one has taken work to bring into their vision. They see every seat filled at a show as a gift. They see how much grace for provision for an artist there is when people aren't forced to purchase concert tickets or buy albums but choose to anyway.
I think I would like to officially call that success.
-Michael
Do you agree with this definition of success? Why or why not? Are there any examples artists you know that have careers or daily disciplines that you would like to emulate? I'd love to hear any thoughts or suggestions you have in the comments below.
Monday, November 26, 2012
Til Next Week
-Michael
Monday, November 19, 2012
Power of Gratefulness
Being that it is the week of Thanksgiving here in the States, the topic have giving thanks and gratefulness has been on my mind. I have so many things to be thankful for, I don't know where to even start. I live in a country that has unbelievable freedom, valiantly fought for over many generations by our heroic servicemen. I have a great family that just so happens to all be getting together this week--something I excitedly look forward to every year. I have an amazing wife who supports me and who loves me just as I am AND who is just as, and sometimes even more, excited about this Living (un)Explored Project as I have been. Most of all, I'm thankful for my relationship with God and the gifts of life, love and joy He so graciously gives and I so undeservedly get to receive.
In Creative Journeys
Most of us can relate to being thankful for these kinds of parts of our lives, give or take: our families, friends, jobs, communities, freedoms, etc. But have you thought about the part of your life that specifically involves your creative endeavors? Who and what do we have to be grateful for in that area?
I hadn't thought much about this topic until now, but I think it's been a fruitful in my own life to think about it. So, here are some things I am specifically grateful for in the creative aspects of my life:
1) Creator God-- I believe we've all been made in the image of God who created everything and so, we all have a unique creative destiny. What a legacy and inheritance we have as creators! For me, everything flows from here.
2) Creative Communities-- who do you have in your life that you can share your work with, get constructive feedback and encouragement from? Andy Crouch stresses the importance of community in our journey to become successful creators and artists in his brilliant book Culture Making. One of my hopes for this blog is that we can together become a healthy creative community.
3) Life Situations-- it sounds counter-intuitive to be equally thankful for life situations that are at times difficult and at other times so wonderful. But it's in the range of emotions and the ups and downs of day-to-day life that we find sparks for the creative expressions we have. These are also the very ways that we relate to each other and connect through. It's often in suffering and the shared experience of our broken world that we find unity and it's in those places that walls break down between people and our perceived differences really become as insignificant as they should be.
4) Outlets for our Creativity-- I know not all of us share this luxury, but I'm thankful for the many places in which I have to share my art with others.
-In my city, we have several places that host open-mic nights for sharing music. Katie and I plan on starting to participate in those evenings once we make a little more progress in the project.
-Also, free and useful sites like this one (http://www.blogger.com) that provide a great way to post these blog entries have been so helpful. A site like this allows me to focus on the writing and the content and not to have to worry about getting the technical parts working correctly.
-My local church has been a great source of opportunities to share gifts of music and other talents I've been given. Would your local faith community be a great place to showcase your work?
-Other random places for sharing talents have also come into view recently. For instance, last weekend, I spent some time in New England and one really cool part of the trip was seeing street performers and artists entertain passerbys in Boston Common and Central Park and Times Square. I was struck by the freedom we have here in the States to express ourselves publicly. I know that many in world, if not most, do not have that same opportunity, so I desire to not take it for granted in my own corner of the planet.
The Innate Power of Gratefulness
When we're thankful for the gifts we've been given, there's something deeper going on then just celebrating a holiday like Thanksgiving as an yearly ritual.
I haven't fully put my finger on it yet, but I think part of the power is that there is a humility that happens when I truly realize that I don't deserve much, if not any, of what I have. And there's a call to service and love that naturally flows from that place of gratefulness and humility. And finally, remembering the things that I have and cultivating thankfulness helps lead me to places of contentment in my life and into worship of the God that loves me and graciously provides these gifts.
I think knowing that my life is primarily not about me, and earnestly desiring to live like that is true (however badly I end up doing it), is a helpful grounding reality that I'm rather thankful for...even as I pursue grandiose dreams of writing music and changing lives.
Happy Thanksgiving to all in the States and blessings to those abroad. I invite everyone to join me this week in focusing in on the many things for which we have to be thankful.
-Michael
What are you thankful for when it comes to your creative lives? Do you agree with the thought about gratefulness being powerful? Anything to add to it?
Join the discussion. Post a comment below. I would love to hear what you think.
Monday, November 12, 2012
Holidays and Freedoms
Right now I'm waking up in Boston, visiting east coast cities with Katie and a friend from London England.
If you ask an American what we're doing, they would say a vacation. However, if you were to ask the same of someone from most of the rest of the world, including my friend from London, they would say what we're doing is a holiday.
I like that answer much better. Holiday appears to me to be a variation of the words "holy" and "day". "Holy" meaning set apart, altogether different, sacred. Vacation is a variation of vacate, get away from, etc.
The implications of the word vacation doesn't include any responsibilities or opportunities to make something of the days, but merely freedom from normal life.
Holiday, however, implies a freedom from the daily grind of work and weekly schedules, but also a freedom to make the days holy and set apart.
I think this applies to our daily lives as well. As we grow in freedom and in who we've been created to be. As we become free, by the grace of God, from expectations of others and the trappings of the broken parts of the world around its, we then have a freedom to do the things we have in our hearts to do. Then we're not serving and loving others from a place of guilt or performance. We realize that we don't have to, but rather we get to serve others and be served by them. That is an intense and humbling gift to be intentionally used by God in this way, not because we deserve it, but because God loves us and he loves the people he places in our path.
In the midst of some realizations happening in my own holiday, I would encourage you to set apart a moment this week to remember the gifts you have been given, including those opportunities to create and to serve.
-Michael
How do you spend for vacation time? How does that mindset also affect your day-to-day life?
Monday, November 5, 2012
Once the Shine Wears Off
I didn't think it would happen this soon. I had this idea to blog about my experience in exploring songs I've written in the past, get them to the next level and have some demo recordings by the end. I was excited and I had a bunch of ideas to write about along the way.
But this past week, it happened, the project has started to feel like work. The shine has already worn off of the original idea a little. The initial excitement has died down a bit. In the past, when projects and ideas would hit a point like this where I would feel uncomfortable and bothered, I would proceed to passively allow them to slowly fade. Typically, I would then wait until the next idea would come along that would spark my interest and the cycle would start over again.
Is my attention span really that small? Yes, yes it is.
I can't be the only one
I don't think I'm the only one who feels this way. I think we all have full lives of jobs to work, family engagements to attend, kids to take care of and the like. After all of that, who really has time and energy to stick with a dream? Isn't it enough to just get by on those things that have to get done and then enjoy a little veg-time in front of the tv in the remaining spare moments?
That's certainly a valid choice you can make and has been mine in the past. However, I would argue that the kinds of dreams that I'm talking about, the album you always wanted to record, the poetry collection you always wanted to pull together and publish, the areas of service you always wanted to be more faithful to, are often the things that really make life the adventure that it is. These goals of stepping outside of our comfort zones and beyond the day-to-day will actually produce more life and more excitement than the "rest" we think we get by mindlessly watching another sitcom.
Now, don't get me wrong. Occasionally, I'm zonked from a long day of work and at that point there's nothing better than to chill on the couch in front of a good movie with my wife. But, are we using this down-time as an excuse to be lazy or as an occasional, intentional means of relaxation?
This time it's different
But despite my realization this week, I feel different this time around in making progress with The Living (un)Explored Project. Why? As I reflected on that question this week, I came up with several things that I have done differently than in past projects that I think has made a difference. These weren't really conscious things that I read in a step-by-step manual. They just kind of happened, though I think these decisions have been influenced by some of the great books I've been reading lately. I hope that maybe they will encourage you or give you ideas in your own creative journey to keep going once the initial shine wears off on your dream.
So here's a list in no particular order.
- I named the project. There seems to be a certain legitimacy to giving a project a name. See my first post for an exploration of that idea.
- I promised to post something every Monday. Yep, one reason I wrote in the header of this blog that I will post something every week was to help make myself actually do it. While it's no one's favorite thing to do, we all know that it really works to have accountability to our promises.
- I intentionally partnered with my wife, Katie. Katie and I are working to together on the project so that we could encourage one another and so that we could spend quality time together working on it. More accountability!
- We agreed on ambitious goals.
Katie and I made a particularly challenging goal for the overall first phase of the project. In addition, we laid out milestones, or smaller goals along the way, that will ultimately make way to the overall goal. More details about that in a future post, but suffice to say, it lights a fire under you when you know you have to work something consistently in order to achieve the timing of your goal. - I've tried to make the project and this blog about others.When we come to place of realizing that our lives are not really about us, there is a freedom to then do the things we were meant to do all along. If my goal is only about my own selfish desires, then my own laziness will win out most of the time.
- I've made it about discipline as well.One focus of this project is to use it as a means to develop healthy, productive patterns (aka discipline) in our lives. So, succeeding in fulfilling our goals will not only produce the recordings that we're excited to make, and the body of writing that I'm geeked about with these blog entries, but it will also mean that we have made more progress in our desire for discipline in our lives.
- I feel commissioned to put time and effort into this project.In all of us, there are things in our lives we feel like we are supposed to do. It' so easy for the many "good" things I have to do to get in the way of the "great" things that are for me uniquely to do. The primary way I try to figure out which are the "great" things is through spending time with God in prayer. In addition, I believe we've been designed such that we can look at the unique talents and gifts that we have and can often see how those can be used to serve others and make a difference in those around us--i.e to find our commissioning.
Bottom Line
We owe it to ourselves to work hard to excel in the gifts and talents we've been given.
I've been given many great things. And I know now more than ever that I didn't do anything to deserve them. I see these gifts to be my unique talents, inspiration and support from friends, great examples of hard work from my parents, and most importantly, my relationship with God. Anything I do from now on won't ever really warrant me deserving of these gifts, but at the same time, I have a deep desire to work, persevere and create FROM the place of having been given these great gifts.
And so I will continue writing and creating and doing and singing and playing and believing and praying that others will be touched with a gift of hope and encouragement along the way.
-Michael
What works for you to keep moving on a project even when the initial excitement dies down? What are some support structures you could put in place right now to help you through those times on your current project?
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Hearing Classical Music in a Bar that used to be a Church
But, oddly enough, the moment that has been on my mind and I have most often shared with friends when they asked how the show went was this:
The lights went down on stage and then came back up. All that was left was Michael Gungor with a classical guitar doing some strange stretching exercises. We soon found out why. In the course of mere moments, the whole rock club was silenced and transfixed on one man on the stage quietly and brilliantly playing a solo classical piece. No light shows or pyrotechnics, no gimmicks, just a talented artist playing a song demonstrating excellence, beauty, and order.
In that moment, we were in a 120 year old church, turned into a bar, watching a man, who clearly loves God, play a 300 year old movement of classical music, originally written by the beloved composer, who famously stated that "The aim and final end of all music should be none other than the glory of God and the refreshment of the soul.".
And as Michael finished the piece, there was a hushed silence in room. With a slight smirk but a genuine love, he simply states "Bach just doesn't get enough stage time these days."
To the glory of God and refreshment of the soul, indeed.
-Michael